Happy New Year *Advanced*

二零零九年來到12月31日了。天兒，已經步入2010年啰！回首過去，這一年我到底做了什麽？Erm..不外是讀書上課考試逛街唱K旅行，偶爾做做善事捐錢給路邊的他們。當然還有浪費整年的時間在咀嚼回憶。不止整年吧，還有08的下半年。好好好，說過不會讓那些回憶出現在我的地盤的。對了，我快20歲啦！很不可思議其實。步入貳字頭，又是人生另一個转捩点。我需要不一樣的20歲，我很認真。拋開1字頭的包袱，我是說回憶的包袱，感情的累贅，在來臨的2010，我相信全新蛻變的我，一定讓世人，耳目一新。人類們，Happy New Year ♥

Merry X'mas *Belated*

換了Blog Link了，并沒有公諸天下。反正我不在乎Visitors的數目，哈哈。完成了我的新加坡和關丹之旅，今天剛從麻坡回來。Hmmmmp，我可是馬不停蹄地到處奔走。聖誕夜沒啥慶祝，因為不管我的事。噗嗤！聖誕夜前夕，和李珈珈撐抬腳。絕對不是浪漫的Candle Light Dinner，只是很簡單卻很滋味的打邊爐。本來我們興致勃勃地去了Full House，誰知當天只開放給有做Reservation的客人。算了，然後去了雙峰塔。竟然找不到東西吃！The Apartment 沒有 Ala Carte 服務，顯到。還是乖乖的回去Genting Klang 吃經濟的火鍋吧。吃完了當然要來一杯Hot Chocolate，星巴克絕對是不二選擇。New Year Eve 上雲頂度過，我希望拍到照片。事關李珈珈不要拍照！氣死我也。

解決了一段Complicated 的 Relationship。鬆了很大口氣。

你怨我也好，我只能說，U ain't my Mr.Right. =)

Decision

終於，終於從msn中delete了你。我真的覺得自己的taste好有問題，應該是以前的taste。不過你的taste，更有問題吧？LOL. 沒關係，我還是恭祝你們，百年好合。

Doublejia,See? 我delete他了咯。這次是下定決心，將他從我的心，DELETE ! =)

我希望2010年是我Brand New的開始。

不如，換下我blog的link。如何？XOXO.

哈羅

Harlo Everyone ! 我從新加坡回來了。出國旅行回來了，哈哈！我真的覺得我很三八。那裡是個很不錯的國家，環境都很...乾淨還有Colorful ！LOL. 我想我畢業以後會去那邊做工，當然不是那種Part Timer 啦。新傳媒是很值得考慮的，如果在馬來西亞沒得發展的話。要賺新幣的目的純粹是那裡的東西真的很便宜。I mean 如果在那裡做工，賺新幣，用新幣的話。次趟旅行其實可說是省吃儉用，因為新馬錢幣的兌換率實在，過分高。只不過，我覺得新加坡人有一種高高在上，狗眼看人低的感覺。當然，這只是我個人的意見，我並不是要一竹竿打翻整船人，不要誤會。所以，還是馬來西亞比較有人情味，雖然道路是骯髒了點。Errr,好像跟人情味沒什麼直接的關係。還有，我發現 Louis Vuitton 真的在新加坡好普遍。10個女孩當中(是女孩哦!)有9個是拿LV包包的。我的天兒！是有那麼便宜嗎？我還沒去survey過。好啦，我明天又要去關丹了。碧海藍天，Woohoo ! 當然，碧海不是這麼的碧。哈哈，我希望你get到我的意思。等我回來，一次過寫兩個Trip吧。我忙到照片都還沒上傳到手提電腦，Sigh ! 今天在學校忍了一下下的尿，結果晚上又來了。尿道又來痛了，吃了止痛藥還是這樣。很痛啊! !

提早祝你們

Merry X'mas ! XOXO.

Second Day

At Singapore currently.

I feel like flying back to Kuala Lumpur now.

I don't like Singapore honestly. I really don't like !

Though the city is very clean and the air is quite fresh if compare with Kuala Lumpur

But I just don't like it !

I'll tell the reasons in my next post.

Sunday faster come lar ! Ohh Goddddddd ! =(


I start to hate you .
*is good to me. Muahahahaa


XOXO

Bye M'sia

Big Sales everywhere now ! I am freaking exciting. I bet u guys can feel it. Muahahahaa

Well, I ain't a shopaholic though. But,every girl needs clothes ! right?

我的衣櫥里永遠少件衣服。xD

Will be going to Singapore after 15 hours. Am gonna shop till I drop !

Be back on Sunday night. Take care peeps ! XOXO

他

我不知道自己做錯了什麽。再一次，Block了我。或許我真的不該主動找他聊天，也應該是我的話太多了。那一刻看到這樣的情形，心撕裂了一下下。我不懂自己在在乎些什麽。我承認，是抱有期望過。但，再次證明，我的行為很XX。應該就像珈說的，他根本就只是我生命的過客。無敵渺小的過客。只是我不了，爲什麽他會在我的心裡，留下重重的足跡？我恨我那麼執著，到了這一刻依然是。那份執著，是再多時間也抹滅不了的。哈哈！是的，我嘲笑著自己。當別人分了再戀再分再戀，我卻還是，一個人。老天，你懂嗎？懂我在守候什麽嗎？老實說，我連自己都不懂。

我認了，我是白癡。

這樣也好。

確定了你的心意，我更可以鐵下心，忘了你..

Pasta Zanmai

Finally,an outing on Saturday night.
Since my parents went to China,I've lots of freedom to go anywhere I want to.

Hahahaaa.

Very precious time for me. xD

Headed to Midvalley around 5pm.

Goshhh,it was a Super Sunny day.

I mean super hot day. LOL !

We were craving for Mixed Fruit Tea for a long time.

So,Pasta Zanmai came to our mind first.

Walked to Midvalley since we parked the car at Gardens.

Ohhh,forgot to mention who else is going with me.

My sis and DoubleJia. Woohooo !

Pictures do the talking. =)

Mixed Fruit Juice

Mixed Fruit Tea. Damn ! Very Nice I tell You!

Mine

My sis's

DoubleJia's

Handroll *Not that nice lor

Dessert Dessert

I tied my front hair up. Looks weird?

After the dinner,went to Skinfood to purchase some stuffs.
Then 恭和堂 for 龜苓膏 =)



Went back home with stomach that full of food.
Satisfied !
Midvalley X'mas decoration is so damn nice. Got feel got feel =D

Will be going to Singapore next Thursday.
Yeay ! xoxo.

天兒

再這樣下去，我真的就要受不了了。哈哈哈哈哈，不要擔心，不是什麽感情問題啦。而是，我再繼續和李珈珈黏在一起，我不變成豬才是假。

星期四晚上，終於meet了Ah Teng 和 Pei Lin。我是自己駕車出去，很獨立吧？LOL!

有件事挺值得讓我開心的。

但是，我不會公開是什麽事。

是非纏身是真的很煩人。

Eh,每天都要過得開開心心哦. XOXO

瑣碎

總算完成了Culture Presentation，完成了泰國之旅。不過這次的成果不算太滿意，整個過程好像有點亂。我們參雜了搞笑成份，要不就得做到最好；要不就會一塌糊塗。我自認花了很多心思在這個Presentation上，可惜...
我發現最近很少拍照，奇跡耶！可能是忙課業吧，所以比較少出門，自然而然就比較少用到相機了。兩老今晚飛中國，剩我們三姐妹在家，直到星期日半夜。哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈！我掩飾不了我的開心，Paiseh >!<
下星期去新加坡，再下個星期去關丹。超興奮的。很久沒出門玩了。
New Year Eve要怎麼過？一點頭緒都沒有。每年都想跟另一半一起過，可是連另一半都沒有...Big Sigh ! =(
年終考要到了。這次，很沒信心..我說真的。

不好意思，誤會了你。
你應該知道我是在說你吧？
上一篇的..對不起。
我還是希望你可以過得很好，工作順利。

他

以為他情傷，所以他刪除了自己臉書的戶口。到了今天，我方才恍然大悟。他沒刪除，而是block了我。這三年以來，我在他心裡一直都是一文不值的。即使我從來沒計較他對我所做過的一切，一切不堪回首的舉動。他好像很恨我，可是他應該恨我些什麽？恨我不是美女而曾經跟他在一起，恨我曾經的死纏爛打，恨我給予他醜陋的回憶？
愛情里有些事情就是說不清也看不明。一個傷了他的女人；背叛他的女人，他卻愛得要生要死。一個等了他好久的女人，他卻回頭也不看一眼。

我不夠好嗎？

還是 我們緣分盡了？

我空窗了若干年那麼久，是爲了什麽？
爲了療傷？爲了等他？爲了..爲了..


不管怎樣，到了今天，我才發現..我是個白癡。

你

我希望这一刻陪在你身边的人，会是我。就算全世界放弃了你，我还是会在你身旁，支持你。可惜，我只能在原地奢望。
被人伤害了，没关系。不要伤心，因为是一个不懂得珍惜你的爱的人放弃了你。反之，应该伤心的是对方。
你工作一切顺利吗？我真心希望你可以过得很好...虽然失去了你最爱的她。
对不起，真的找不到你。真的联络不上你。所以只能在这里，慰问你。

你在新加坡的哪个角落？记得照顾好自己..

发生天大的事都不要紧。真的，不要紧。因为，有我...

他和她卻多了個他

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Friendship

如果當初沒有劃破臉皮，翻臉不認人，那麼我們現在還會是好朋友嗎？從四人行到三人行再到兩人行，讓我不禁懷疑友情是否如此脆弱？我和她其實都有相同感受。只是話在心裡口難開，你能體會麼？為我的衝動致上萬二分的歉意，希望你聽得見。現在無論是作業報告或作業呈現，老實說，都提不起勁兒來做。我們心裡明白，因為我們這一組並不完整。因為少了個你。看回昔日的照片，其實那都是很簡單的開心。想想，我們互不講話，互不望彼此，又有多少了時間了？屈指一數，應該也有將近三個月的時間。對我們來說也許不長，但對你來說，絕對是很冗長的一段日子。曾經一起玩樂一起共患難的我們，那樣的情節，不知是否還屬於你部份的回憶？還是早已拋諸腦後，畢竟先狠下一絕的是我們。你懷念四人行嗎？我很懷念..

忆

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这个日子对于我来说是很特别的。应该说，曾经很特别。不过我想某人早已忘了吧。
是应该忘记的..我呢? 没有忘记 ，依然放在心里。我想这辈子都忘不了吧，毕竟人们说初恋总是
最刻苦铭心的。三年前的那个夜晚，他把Honey注入了我的身体，我的心灵。那是一种甜蜜，一种我忘了很久的甜蜜。回想起那个时刻，没有太多的浪漫，只是单纯地想和他永远的在一起。只是那永远离我好遥远了。没关系，虽然很痛但至少我品尝过什么叫做甜蜜。很感谢他曾经闯入我的世界，虽然只是短短两年，但是已经有足够了回忆了。希望他会幸福吧。我也希望自己的另一半赶快出现，祝福自己 =)












今天是1096天
今天是第三年
如果那段情还存在的话

Overdue Post

Sorry for being such an inefficient blogger recently.

I got no mood to blog and nothing to blog.

Don't ask me why. =(

I need more outings to cheer up my mood.

Friends,date me out Please !

am begging u guys. LOL !

Promised to blog about my birthday celebration but it was unhappy celebration due to the accident.

So I just post up some random photos to show u guys.

kidnapping me to Port Dickson

Sigh ! The only beach photo from Chun Yen's phone.
I lost all the beach photos ><

The Mexico Restaurant

Eat eat eat
*Spot my expression ! Hahaa,I was in a pekcek mood cus I thought they didn't prepare me a cake ! LOL.

Awww~
kinda happy huh?

Ta daaa!
Surprise from bunch of them
am so paiseh !

Singing HappyBirthday to me

I hope......*secret*

Well,it's traditional =)

Cheeseeeeeeeeeeeee

Group Picha !

Before leaving


Me with the cardboard they did for me

I love this !





Do checkup my facebook for more photos ツ

好男人絕種了,愛一年往往要傷個三五年.愛一遍,足以讓人老了幾十歲.

蛻變

When I was in Standard 3
Try to spot me ! Ha =P

Standard 5

TaDaa! Standard 6
Can u believe that I was the Head Prefect?
LOL !
I found out that I changed a LOTs from standard 5 to 6
Good one =D

Oh My Gosh !
I partnered with Lydia Chai, danced Cha-Cha!
Luckily I were the girl. LOL!

Hahahaa ! My expression
I think I was giving out some speech during Teacher Day's dinner =)




Here comes the cutest one !







Are you expecting?










or maybe anticipating? JiaJia hates this word,LOL!







CountDown lor !




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eieieieiieieieieieieieieiii





Hahahaaa


Feel like hitting me?





Aiyoryorrrr
Why am I so cute?


Poser poser ! Great one =D

其實可以發現真正的友誼在小學的時代才可以尋得
人長大了 就會變得爾虞我詐
這沒辦法 人在江湖就身不由己
隨著年齡的增長,你會發現跟很多人都處不來
人的性格更為鮮明 不喜歡的事也越來越多
唉 有時在想 是自己的問題 還是別人的不對

I miss those innocent time !

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又是個輾轉難眠的夜晚

我討厭自己那麼容易陷下去

他似乎不領情

不要以為我是傻瓜

請不要一再的看不起我

雖然我的外表不怎麼樣

我仍有自尊

我不喜歡被差遣不喜歡被利用不喜歡被當笨蛋

雖然你們都這樣看待我對待我

但 我心裡有數

Am Single

So What?!

Secure

怎麼我還是學不乖?

還是那麼輕易的讓自己掉進愛情的漩渦里.

第二次了,被同一個他欺騙與利用.

試問,我能怎麼辦?

怨天尤人嗎? 對不起那不是我的作風.

千萬個爲什麽在我傷口蔓延,但我不會問出口.

多么不清醒也好,我知道他的答案不會是我想要的.

Please don't find me anymore. 我會祝福你們 =)

這是我給他的最後一封SMS.

那場意外讓我留下不可磨滅的陰影.

Helpless,不是你們大家所能體會得到.

當時我一個人,身邊的兩個人緊緊相擁.我能往那裡靠?

一個回神,我已撞向玻璃. 雖沒有什麽大礙,但是我的心對無助的懼感日益漸增.

我一直尋覓的那一份安全感,它在千里之外..

Sorry that I didn't post up My Birthday celebration's article.

Keep delay and delay =P

Wait for me kay,thankiu !

Am back !

Am back to my half dead Blog.
Heheheee =P
Forgive my laziness,okay?
By the way,am doing pretty well here. No worries !

Actually I do have many things to share
But I don't really know how to type it out
LOL !
plus I didn't take much pictures.
Pictures are always better than words,right?

Well,am going to celebrate my Birthday on Friday and Saturday
Of cus with different gang.
Gonna have dinner @ La Bodega,Pavilion with JiaJia and Yixuan on Friday
And the next day going to have lunch @ The Apartment,The curve with Lydia they all.
Sing K is a must ! Hahaaa,cus I no need to pay as am the Birthday Girl.
LOL,what I mean is RedBox is going to treat me lar. Un? =D

I'm going to be super duper busy within Friday until Sunday.
Except for the Birthday Celebration,I need to be Bridesmaid on Sunday.
Hahhaaa,the very first time ! Kinda excited.
Need to think several games for the bridegroom and his brothers. *devil smiles,heeheeee
Wish the couple stay sweet forever =)

Will be updated later.
Stay tuned !

Currently fall for Forever21's T shirt !
Goshhhhhh,simply yet nice !
I will purchase them someday =D

College Life

I am completely struck down by the stresses of assignments.

Is obviously that Fifth sem is much more harder than previous semesters.

am taking Mass Media Law, Globalization and Communication, M'sia Cultural and Religious,

Film and Society, Broadcast Writing(Television)

1 more semester to go then I'll finish my diploma.

am deciding to continue my Advanced-Diploma in Tar Co

llege.

I shouldn't skip classes anymore especially Lecture class.

Heheheeee. I swear !

Any recommended hairstyle?

8 more days to go !

311009♥

Result

The result wasn't that good as I expected.

I didn't get a single A.

Once I saw my result,I was stunned in front of the screen.

Stunned about 3 to 4 seconds.

Two B+ , One B and Two B-.

Honestly,am not satisfied with the result.

Never mind, at least I pass all =)

GPA for this sem : 3.11

CGPA : 3.08

No doubt, I need to work harder to achieve the goal which has been set by me.

加油!

3days2night

I'm in the town now =)

Nothing much to talk about my Penang trip though

I didn't take much pictures, LOL !

Don't feel curious about that as I didn't go anywhere when I was in Penang.

It took only 4hours from KL to Penang. Kinda fast huh?

The couple drove very fast and me as a passenger,is advised to buckle up my safety belt.

hahahahaaa!

Bibi in the car

Me with the cutieee

Raining outside the car

BR during the journey

Bibi with 可可

Well,we reached penang at 6pm. Went to Kim Hee Restaurant for dinner.

Is a must to visit their restaurant when u went to Butterworth ! Teeheeee =D

Kim Hee's toilet

Veggie

Salad Prawns

Egggggg

鹿肉

Curry Fish

Apple Juice

Isn't 锅贴. Unknown ! LOL.

I did enjoy the dinner well,simple yet delicious =)
Had pillow talk with that lady until 3am,Goshhhhh !

The next day which means Saturday
Went shopping with JiaJia and her mum.
The very first time I sat in BMW ! Don't laugh at me,thankiu =P
Not the bicycle okay? Is C-A-R !
Huuuuuu~somekind of nervous I did feel that !
LOL ! am Kampung Girl ==

Crossing Penang's Bridge

Ta-daaa! Queensbay Mall

Dragon-i for lunch

Siu long bao is a must !

I bought a T from MNG.
Addicted to MNG and Forever 21 recently,I wonder why ha. Heheee

Went Serdang for dinner with JiaJia,her sweetsweet,Maggie and Christy.
The place kinda u-l-u. I was starving that time seriously but still have to wait more than half and hour for the food. The restaurant is packed!

Finally

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The Appetizer-Mango Salad


鎮店之寶- 炒粥 Fried Porridge

Recommended! 淡水蝦

Recommended too! 蛤

Recommended three! LMAO >< Tomyam Soup

Went to KimHee Restaurant for brunch before we left Penang.

OMGGGGG! My favourite. Sweet Potato

Nine more hours to go !
Hopefully the result will not disappoint me.
Praying Hard.