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Tuesday, May 4, 2010

SAYA SUDAH HILANG BEBERAPA HUNDRED YEARS

Miss me or not ?

Gonna update the blog very very soon.

*Smiles*

Saturday, March 27, 2010

http://www.wretch.cc/blog/yuhang1031/8974040

Sweet right ?

Childish Funny Cute but Sweet.

Owh.... How come I almost forget those happiness that I'd before?

I mean the memories and feelings.

Owh... I miss it.

Not referring to him okay?

Just, I miss the memories.

Too sweet too sweet.

Thursday, March 25, 2010

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

壓力很大。而我，只會哭。

笨蛋。

我很憔悴，好像鬼上身那樣。

Friday, February 12, 2010

Today is today. Today is balik kampung day. Tomorrow will be the eve of lunar New Year. Tomorrow will having the family reunion dinner. And,the day after tomorrow,the beginning of Tiger's Year. So,Let's ROAR! xD

My funny new look
Heeee !

Focus the teeth
in the gap between me and Eugene

btw he isn't my boyfriend eh !

我還是Prefer雙魚男。

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

Outings

Gonna update some daily life now. I mean,the brief one. I am not going to be so long-gas and write everything out. Plus,my english is sucks to the hell. I am just trying to write out some.

It's been a while that I never hang out with such relaxing mood. Hmmm,it was my last paper for the fifth sem. Film and Society,I guess I didn't do well as I didn't really know how to elaborate for each question. It's okay 'cus I didn't mind at all as long as I tried my best to answer it. LOL. We headed to Gardens for our after-exam celebration. It's sounds like a tradition between we girls. We were craving for Sushi Zanmai for a long time,and Yea,we chose to dine in without discussion.The environment quite nice as the lighting satisfied JiaJia xD

Here comes our food and some silly picha we took in Zanmai.

The beverage is so Yucks !

Not many choices for Sushi

This one is Yummy !

Beef ! I can't try this.

Nice shot ! and nice taste.

Hmmmp ! I hate no-sleeves shirt. I hate my huge arms.

The Couple

The food was not that nice as I expected. I won't go for second time. Pasta Zanmai would be preferable,Hehehheee ! After the meal,we went for movie. The Spy Next Door ! Hmmm,overall was okay. Simple and nice. =)

Had an outing with MinXian and Lydia. We didn't hang out together after my birthday. It's like 3 months already. Sigh ! We had our brunch at TS and then went for sing-k session.

Ignore my pose ! =D

Had a simple birthday celebration for MunHon @ Pasta Zanmai,Midvalley.

Wohooo! Again ! We ordered two jugs.

I just simply love my nerd-spec.
Though I really look like a nerd. xD

Happy Birthday Bro ! And thanks for the meal.
I can't believe that u're 22years old. LMAO!

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

你

Sunday, February 7, 2010

我有很多話想寫出來，可是我寫不出來。我有很多不必要的問號，沒有人能解答的疑慮。是不是大家都太幸福了，結果都忘了什麽叫珍惜。男女戀，女女戀，男男戀，其實都一樣。大家似乎都忘了愛情是應該快樂的。擁有的其實很多了，卻還是有許多不滿足。難道真的非要等到對方狠心地將自己拋下離去之後，才會面對自己的不是，是這樣嗎？或許真的是太幸福了..

不要把分手掛在嘴邊。這不是讓對方更愛你的方法。

Friday, February 5, 2010

三年前的Video。為何看了，還是很想落淚？

那時的♥，是很單純的。

我想念，最初的溫柔和幸福。

Sunday, January 31, 2010

Autumn's Concerto

這幾天一直掉眼淚，不爲什麽，只因為這個

下一站，幸福♥
每一次梁慕橙掉淚的時候，我的眼眶也一定濕濕的。還有梁小樂，他弄哭我的次數，不勝枚舉。
無可否認，吳建豪的演技真的進步了很多。

這部劇讓我想起了一句話。
世界上最遙遠的距離不是生與死，而是，你在我面前卻不知道，我愛你。

Friday, January 29, 2010

生病了。來的Timing真的很死鬼好，一考完試就這樣。其實可以沒事的，昨晚去了Midvalley回來喉嚨痛然後全身開始發燙，吞了兩顆退燒藥，昏死在床上。今早起身就覺得好多了，但是晚上又跑去打邊爐。所以，自作自受。我不喜歡放人飛機，所以就算我發高燒，我還是會赴約。已經睡了一輪的，11點多昏死在客廳的沙發。給媽媽趕回房間，可是睡兩個小時就起身了。我覺得我睡了10多個小時。

很久了，沒有寫到愛情那一Part..我不記得我上次哭是什麼時候的事了。對我來說，流淚和哭有差別。很大的差別。發現自己其實真的很久沒有‘愛’的感覺了，偷偷暗戀偷偷跟蹤偷偷表白..何時成了愛情絕緣體，我真的不知道。或許讀著這些文字的你們會覺得我很膚淺，就只不過談過那麼一次戀愛，所謂的‘受傷害’，也不過只是被拋棄而已。這樣而已。我想說，那種傷害，不需要多，一次就足够了。一次就足以改變一個女生的一生。我對愛情的看法，憧憬，期待，渴望...從很簡單到很複雜，從滿心期許到絕望，從需要被愛到保護自己。以前我覺得只要雙方相愛，懂得遷就彼此，就方能天長地久。20歲的我不這麼覺得了..愛情是一個無止境的道路，需要學習的事物永遠沒有句點的那一天。原來不是只要相愛就可以，不是懂得遷就就會有永遠。一直會有你預想不到的挑戰等著你。

以前的我，很任性。我知道你每天擔驚受怕，就因為我經常把死掛在嘴邊。所以，當你有了第二個，一點也不意外。是我親手毀了這段感情。

人家說，要忘記舊愛就應該開始一段新戀情。我不這麼認為。對新歡舊愛都不公平，雖然我試過。雖然現在是21世紀，但還是存有因為忘不了舊戀情而一直空窗的人。不是嘴巴說說而已，我的行動證明一切。不過，我已經忘了..我真的不在乎你了，在乎到累了。可是，會爲了愛情不顧一切的我，在被遺棄那一天，死了。

那種勇氣真的消失了。

那些疤成了提醒自己的記號，提醒自己曾經是如此無知。如果遇到我知道會讓我心動的人，我會告訴自己：不可以，不可以墜入。

與其知道有一天會失去，我寧願不讓自己陷入。的確，我很懦弱。這就是我保護自己的方式，很愚蠢。控制自己到麻木，找不回心動的感覺。兩個人去約會，是怎樣的？Share一份爆米花和汽水，在電影院靠著自己心愛的人看戲，是怎樣的？爲了情人節Anniversary頭痛一整個月不知道要送對方什麽，是怎樣的？我發誓，那樣的感覺，埋葬在棺材里，在我被遺棄的那一天。

我知道，在某一方面我還是自卑的。雖然我的嘴巴很毒，雖然我是天蝎座。假裝堅強這種話說出來，兩個字，做作。雖然我知道，我的確這樣。

愛情對我來說，很遙遠..我很清楚，我沒有吸引異性的特徵。永遠都是短髮，嘗試高跟卻怎麼也走不好，無袖衣是一個達不到的夢想。塌塌鼻比男人還Man的手臂會壓死人的大腿滿嘴毒話的嘴巴，男人們發夢都會驚醒的可怕女人。

沒有膽去愛人。我覺得是很可悲的事。

而我，就是那個可悲人。干，又落淚了。

給戀愛中的人：不要覺得不滿足，因為你擁有的其實已經很多了。

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

soon

Yuhoo~ Tomorrow I'm going to have my LAST paper. Owh my Goodness ! I just can't to wait the moment when I write down the very last full stop in the answer booklet. It's sounds excited huh? Heheheheeee ! CNY is around the corner but I haven't start to shop yet. Hmmmmp,well I don't feel like buying many clothes this year. Actually I just need a set of costume for cho-yat. For the following days in CNY,probably I'll just stay at my grandparents house and.........MAHJONG with all the cousey. Gamble Gamble Gamble is the best activity to kill time. xD

Will be going to Midvalley and Gardens after tomorrow's paper.

Steam steam steam on thursday night with lydia and the gang !

Holidays ! I am coming...

Sunday, January 24, 2010

3：20 am

用著Earphone聽歌..一秒也好，放逐愛情，遺憾，暗示，禮物，如果沒有你。半夜聽歌絕對是一種享受；同時也是種煎熬。當所有回憶都湧上心頭時，眼淚一定不知覺地劃過你的雙頰，滑進嘴唇里，苦澀的味道..這就是煎熬的味道。但是今晚，沒有回憶成功地干擾我。對於這點，我出奇地訝異。不知道多久了，那個人在我腦里消失了..我不知道有沒有從我心裡人間蒸發，我只知道，我不再為那個人哭了。

突然，很想落淚。沒有不開心，只是想落淚。